♡ 〃 LOVES DEREK 〃♡

Happy 2 year anniversary.

2011-07-04T14:50:00.004+08:00

Dear Derek,

Happy two year anniversary, baby. I love you with all my heart and soul. You are my world, all of my dreams and I want you to know that. I'll never let you go. You truly are the most important person in my life. Huney, not only have you been my lover. But also my friend, through good times and bad. We've stayed by each others side. Holding on tightly each other. In each other we have found. Our happiness, our peace, and our home. Through the trials, obstacles and even the distance. We haven't let it phase us. As we show the world that, our love runs deep and true. That our bond is too strong to break and throughout everything. We are forever devoted to each other. I can never express enough. How much I love you, how much I care about you and how much I can't live without you. You truly are my soul mate, my angel, and my piece of Heaven on earth. God has truly blessed us. For two years now and I know he will continue to do so. Huney, I can't wait for the day. When we take that walk. Down the aisle and in front. Of our family and friends. Pledge our love to be everlasting. Throuh better or worse. For richer for poorer, in sickness an in health. Until death do us part. We do, yes we do. Pledge to always and forever be true. We do, on our anniversary.

To the love of my life Derek Cheah, thank you for never giving up on me from your love.

From your love,

Melissa Gabriel x

Thinking of our relationship

2011-06-19T16:40:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

I thought of you today but that’s nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head. I hope you've understood everything I’ve said. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. I’d never do anything to make you wanna cry. I’m sorry if I do something to make you really mad it only comes back and makes me really sad. I really do love you and everything you are. I hope this relationship gets really far. I’ll never get you out ii simply don't know how, in fact i’m thinking of you right about now. You’re everything ii need and everything to me, you know exactly who you are and what you want to be
you always make me smile just by being there. I hope you know how much I really do care every time ii think of you my stomach seems to twist. This is why ii love you, i’ve made a huge list the list goes on forever and never will it end neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend
not just a simple friend but a special friend at that. I want to spend my whole life with you

Love,

Melissa (:

Forever and always love you.

2011-06-19T16:24:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek

I met you and I saw such wonderful person.

Then I became your best friend, and had a reason. A reason,

That touched me and walked me through life with you. I walked,
And began to have these,
Feelings, they were unexplainable and sealed my heart.
That ii knew this friendship will never fall apart, and at that moment ii said, "I know deep inside me ii will be with you forever”, as we go through ups and downs.
We will always be strong together. You made me realize who ii really am,
And have showed me the right way and I know I’ll do my everything to,
Make our relationship stay. You’re my joy and my everything the heart to,
keep me alive. I love you, now and always and forever until ii die.
Believe me when ii say this but its true. My love for you,
Is everything, without you i’m nothing and ii don’t know what ii would do without you, all ii know is that my heart would be torn apart or may ?
Cause ii do suicide and many crazy things and for that reason that,
would make me have unpleasant feelings, you know i’m here for as you are,
for me and ii believe that you’ll never leave me or ever try to hurt me. You,
do whatever to have a smile on my face and make me happy and that i'am
so thankful for being everything to me. I know sometimes ii don’t know how
to return the way you are with me. But trust me ii try my best to keep the
Stress from hurting me. I always hold it all inside and i’m sorry for what,
I’ve done wrong ii mean it deep inside. I know my love for you is like a
song, a song that will always play for you and doesn’t have any
regrets and feels so lucky to have you.

And I always thank God every moment of my life and like I said my love.

No matter what happens i'll always and forever love you till the end of time.

Love,

Melissa :)

I know you (:

2011-06-19T16:16:00.002+08:00

When I first met you. I felt like ii had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what ii didn't want ever. You listened to me, ii bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, ii got to know the real you. A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings ii have inside. I know you like no one ii have ever known, and sometimes ii wonder. What I'd do if you were gone ? So ii have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be, time will remove the wall. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever ? I guess ii will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what ii have said. Meeting you has changed my life and ii really love you so, the feelings ii feel for you. I am never letting go. Remember me always and ii will too. I always think of me and you.

Sincerely from,

Melissa. Your love xx

Hello back to blogger :b

2011-06-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

Its been so long, I din't update my blog. Din't have that much of time to update, i'll be having a big exam this year, and so it is PMR. thats hell'a important :/ I've gotta study and everything, doing revision. trying to refresh my memory. sucks. well it's okay. just gotta work hard for PMR. teacher said so. its not SPM that decide our future. is PMR that decide our future. so I've to get a good result in my PMR's. I can't be lazy no more. I do not want to regret in the future. Of course, everybody does. Isn't ? That's common thing. Everyone wanted to success get a good job in the future. And not to be failure and get a sucks job. Even though I'm sucks in a few subjects. Well, I ain't wanna waste time. Just have to swag on it :b yeah ! I even teach my boyfriend. He's just the same like me. Slow thinking, hard to catch everything. But I know. I told him to make an timetable. And so yeah. I'ma gonna go to his home. Help him to revision. I want him to success either, for real I'm helping him. Make his family proud of him someday. I ain't wanna make his family look down on him. Of course. Now is not the time to enjoy. Just have to work hard for this year. After PMR, we can enjoy isn't ? And it's a long holiday for us. And why don't we be the same ? Guys. We know thats stress. But after PMR, only just 1 week. Isn't that hard ? After that, we can relax. Isn't that true ?

What I've to write, is just till here then.

Good luck in PMR guys !

And so for those who's having SPM this year too ! GOOD LUCK ! :b

The one.

2011-01-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

You are the only one for me and ii'am always yours to be. When you look my way and smile, ii know that ii am loved. For it burns deep into my soul. I will be at your side always, no matter where you are, no matter how far you go, you will always have my shoulder to lay your head upon. You are my life, you are my happiness, you are entwined deep within my heart and soul. II can feel your presence when ii close my eyes, for you my love that keeps my heart alive, you are the one that ii truly love, and there will never be another.

Love,

Derek.

The love I have for you

2011-01-11T14:51:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

When we are miles away apart, can love heal my lonely heart. When you are here, all my fears seems to disappear, ii love you, ii really do. Sleep is sweet, when ii'm dreaming of you. Time spent with you, it makes all my dream come true. This love ii have for you, streams deeper than the ocean sea, you would never know just how much you mean to me. When II'am with you and when you are with me, there's no other place II'd rather be, because this love ii have for you shall last for all eternity.

Love,

Melissa.

I'am missing you.

2010-12-27T20:33:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

Why can't ii speak when ii have so much to tell ? Why can't ii write when ii have so much in mind ? Why can't ii sing when there's music in my heart ? Why can't ii dance when there's rythm in the air ? Too many words left unspoken, too many things left undone. Why can't it be and why can't ii ? For all ii know this pain deep inside, took the gladness of my heart. Is this pain of missing you ? Is this the reason behind it all ? Hear the agony of my heart, longing for you and your touch. Feeling your lips, feeling your face. Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over ? For as long as we were apart ii can never be whole. I just want you to know, that my heart is aching because I'am missing you.

Melissa.

Promise

2010-12-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

I will love you with all my heart, to have forever never to part. This is a promise engrained in me, take my hand and let it be. I will go to the ends of the earth if that is what you need, just say yes and let your soul take the lead. This is a promise at the core of me, kiss my lips and let this be. I will wipe your tears with no questions asked, no more will your feelings be masked. This is a promise ii make to you, look into my eyes and follow through. I will know how to hold you just by the look in your eye, ii will never forget not even on the day that ii die. This is a promise of my passion for you, smile at me and make it

true. I will support you even when ii cannot support myself anymore, ii will dig deeper and find the hidden strength at my inner core. This promise means ii sacrifice all of me for you, understand this and make our lives anew. I will love you with everything so deep inside and to only you this gift ii shall confide. This is a promise so incredibly real, kiss me my love and you shall feel.\

Melissa.

The picture in my dreams.

2010-12-25T04:11:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Late at night when I'm in bed. What seems like a picture begins in my head and as my eyes are begin to shut, my body feels like fluttering up. Then as amazing as it seems, the picture becomes clearer and clearer in my dreams. But what does the picture hold ? I still can't make it out. But as it begins to unfold, I know there is no doubt. It's a picture of a boy and a girl standing side by side with happiness in their eyes. But suddenly the picture comes to a stop. Then the girl looks like me, the boy I still can't make it out. But how can this be ? Everything was going right and I was going to see. The boy I loved and was going to be with for eternity. The picture isn't coming out and I guess I will wait and see. To find out who the boy is standing next to me. For maybe we might get together and I hope this dream come true. But now I won't have to wait for him; Because the boy in my arms is YOU.

Your love,

Melissa.

This promise.

2010-12-25T04:03:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

This promise is a solid, and these words I speak is true, I want you to know I love you, and will always be there for you. Life for me has been funny, throwing me twists and turns. Never knowing what to expect, from around that next curve. When you came into my life, that road started to straighten out. Things become normal, and I knew without a doubt. You were the one for me, making my life full of love. My heart full of joy, It's like we fit like a glove. The lucky girl I'am, to have meet you by chance. You made everything feel better, with just your smile and glance. Thank you for everything, helping me find that true road. I'm hoping you will join me, as lifes treasure unfold.

Your love,

Melissa.

Thoughts of you.

2010-12-25T03:58:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart day by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you're near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not meant for another. These are some of the memories, that comes with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold is true.

Your love,

Melissa.

I love you.

2010-12-25T03:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

No matter what you say or do I will always love you. In my heart, you're the special one. The part that isn't done, I love when we went out. I hate when we scream or shout. Even though I did that always, but I'm apologize. You act foolish with what you say. But I understand in all kind of ways. I love you for who you are. Not for who you act like. No matter what you say or do. I will always love you.

Melissa.

My love for you.

2010-12-25T03:40:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Strong is, my love for you. A love so pure, so real, so true. A love so deep, It's hard believing. To be with you, is what I'm dreaming. My love for you, is a real thing. I wrote this letter, for you to understand me. My love for you is like a sunrise. Born new each day, but never dies. My love for you, it has no question. To cherish each moment, that is the lesson. My love for you, I know it's right. I dream about you, every night. First thought I have, and last at night. I will love you till the end of time.

Melissa.

It's you.

2010-12-25T03:25:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

No matter what I try to do. My mind is filled with thoughts of you. It's not my choice to feel this way, these feelings will not go away. I don't know what this life will bring. But I want you more than anything. I know right now you might not see. That you mean so very much to me. All I feel will be worthwhile. If only just to see you smile. I knew you were special from the start. The day we met you stole my heart. One day you will see it too. That I was meant to be with you.

Melissa.

One more kiss.

2010-12-25T03:22:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

All I need is one more kiss. One more moment I'll miss. One more feel of magic bliss, that might bring me to my knees. One more gaze at your eyes, I don't need to hear good byes. One more touch of your lips and forever I'm at peace. Maybe someday we'll meet and I'll hear your heart beat and I'll taste your lips, cause all I need is one more kiss.

Melissa.

Missing you like crazy

2010-12-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Sometimes at night, when I lay down to sleep, I embrace myself. I start to think.. Then I imagine that you lie besides me, hugs and kisses all over my body. I wish you could really be here. Just to whisper "I love you," in my ear. I would turn around and say "I love you, too." But would it ever be true. So I turn around, and I wonder some more, still wanting your embrace. So I close my eyes and picture your face. I fall asleep dreaming of you. In my dreams it seems so true. It's as if I can really feel, your kisses against my lips. Then my eyes POP open, and you're now where be seen, and I feel so lonely. Once AGAIN ! :(

Melissa.

Madly in love.

2010-12-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I can't explain why I feel this way. Every time you would come my way. I always tremble, feeling nervous. It's like I wanna fall down unconcious. I don't know what so special about you. That made me fall in love with you. Maybe that funny face of yours, your smiles and ways, yes of course. Every time you're by my side. I'd like to stretch my hands open wide. And embrace you tight endlessly. But I can't cause you might turn away for me. But what can I do. If this is what I feel for you. Can you blame me, if I have fallen. Madly in love you my hunn.

Melissa.

Loving you

2010-12-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

My thoughts, my dreams. I never thought they would come true. Days went by, and I was still dreaming of you. The feeling I get it can't be defined. When I look into your eyes, and you look into mine. I ache at night cause I'm not with you. I wish so much that I could kiss you. Your eyes, your heart, your touch. Derek you mean so much. Your on my mind. When I'm with you I feel like I'm in heaven. I've made mistake in the past. Things the same, never seem to last. I'm sorry for all I've done to you. But no matter what. I'll always love you.

Your love,

Melissa.

I miss you.

2010-11-23T22:26:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

I feel sad and lonely. I miss you a lot. I’ve been thinking about you all the time. I'm missing you like crazy and ii think I’m going mad. I simply can't stop thinking of the special times we had. Each moment lasts an hour and each hour lasts a day, just because you went away.

I need you here beside me. You are always in my mind, by the time I wake up till ii close my eyes. I just want to see your face. I want to feel your warm body, hear your precious heartbeat and be lost in your embrace.
I gaze out of the window and look up at the moon. I miss you, Huney. Well, ii can't bare the emptiness that comes from missing you.

I Miss You!

Melissa.

Learning from our love.

2010-11-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

We have gone through many hard times together. We have been through the difficulties of our relationship and we even came to a point of almost losing each other because we got tired of each other's weaknesses and shortcomings.
I thank God. We were able to make things right between the two of us. We learned how to deal our differences in a proper way.
We learned to listen to each other and we became sensitive to each other needs.

Now look at the two of us, we are still here and getting stronger as time goes by.

Sometimes, when ii come to think of what we have been through before and how we have dealt our problems.

I cannot help myself but to laugh at it because we were like children fighting over petty things and made it such a very big deal until it blown out of proportion.
However, I am very thankful cause we have grown so much. We have become more mature in handling our faults and our shortcomings.
It would have been my greatest mistake if ii did let you go and let go of our love.
I promise to continue to love you more each day.

Melissa.

2010-11-23T13:30:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

There is something going on deep within my heart. A strange feeling that ii don't seem to understand. You are always on my mind every now and then. Every time you are near, ii just don't know what to do. When you start to talk, ii hardly find a word to say. It's like I’m out of breath. My heart beats so fast.
I feel so lifted each time you're around. So much beauty surrounds me every time you smile. It’s like you are everything and I love you. I hope and wish you felt the same way too. I will still love you no matter what. However, if you feel the same way too, you will definitely bring joy to my lonely soul. You will definitely give warm to my cold lonely nights. Colors will bloom along my way and you will see smile in my heart everyday.

That is how much I love you. That is how much I wanted you in my life.

Melissa.

2010-11-23T13:27:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

So many night ii lay down and cry not knowing the reason why? Holding your photo and staring at you, uttering those sweet words just for you. I wish you can see me. I wish you can hear me. I wish you can kiss me and hold me tight. I have this pain deep inside. Longing for you each day and night. I'm missing you my beloved. I'm missing you so badly. If ii think about the future, just you and me together. I find myself smiling, for ii know it will happen soon. This waiting made me long for you more and more each day. I love you Derek. No matter how far, no matter how long the waiting may be. I will love you more and more each day. Now, ii understand the reasons for those tears ii shed. It was tears of joy of having you. Though distance between us kept us apart but ii know its only in body but never in heart. If ii have one thing to thank right now~ that's when you came into my life.

Melissa.

2010-11-23T13:24:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,   You are the one ii need. You make me laugh at the silly things we do and smile for no reason at all. You make me feel loved and needed coz' you and me have become WE. You are the one ii want to share much because you're the one I need. You are the one I need because I Love You!  Melissa.

2010-11-23T13:20:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I love you with all my heart. I care for you and ii adore you. I cherished and treasured all that we have shared. The gentle touch of your hands, your warm embrace, your sweet and sensual kisses.
The way you look at me and smile at me that tells me I am yours and you are mine. These memories will always stay in my heart. Though you are far away from me, nothing will change. I will love truly and you will always be a special part of me. I think about you always.

I long for you, my beloved. Each night ii long for the sensual passion of your kisses. I long to feel the comfort and peace of your loving arms. Longing for those hugs and kisses but ii have to wait until me we meet again.

I Long For You!

Melissa

Forever in my heart.

2010-11-23T13:17:00.002+08:00

To my one and only love,

I’ve been waiting for the days that will see each other again. I had swear ii will never ever let you go. We both know that life is not always fair. We know that there will come a time when we have to face trials in our relationship, but we will overcome because our love will see us through. They say promises are made to broken, but I say promises is meant to be for as long as we believe in the power of love. I know in my heart you believe it too. I am so thankful and so very happy that ii have found my destiny in you. You are my happiness, a very special blessing God has given to me. I’m so excited spending my whole life with someone that ii truly love and care about. I love you so much and will always love until forever. That's a promise that I’ll surely going to keep forever in my heart.

Melissa.

2010-10-28T23:38:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

There's a strange feeling hidden inside my heart, there's a strange feeling stored up inside my heart. 
I crave for love no matter how hard ii long eagerly for love even though it hurts I'll wait for you though.
It takes so many nights I'll save my last breath until the sun refuse to shine its light.
I want you to know ii need you to know. For you ii will show that  
YOU'RE THE ONE ii cant let go.

Always and forever love,

Melissa.

2010-10-26T23:34:00.002+08:00

Dearest Derek,

It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish ii could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this.
Huney, ii know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Huney, our love has been assaulted many times, and ii am convinced that it is true because the longer ii am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

Until that moment arrives, ii send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss.

Love always,
Melissa.

I just love you, ii really do.

Thank you, Derek.

2010-10-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

There was a time where ii didn't believe in love. I really thought it never existed, but this is the time that makes me want to thank you. Thank you everything, because it is you that taught me love, and how to love. Before,ii feared love. But now, ii know ii can't go on without love. Not any love, but your love, my love, my only, my one. I know you might fear my love. Here ii am telling you to not fear it, but have it. Out of all the things money can buy and life can give, my love to you can not and will never match. Beause it is you who ii live for and will die for. It is you who has my heart, body, and soul. My eyes open to see you and close to picture you. You run wild in my mind, You stay still in my heart. My soul you share and my body you hold. Forgive me if ii stop writing, but ii must, for ii fear words written on a paper can not describe what ii honestly feel for the obssesion of my love, for you my love.

Love you for the years to come, loved you for the years that have passed, and my love you will have always.

Your's,

Melissa.

2010-10-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Derek,

I love so much about you that it is hard to pick just a couple of things out. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you smile. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I am so in love with you that I don't go one minute without thinking of you and wishing that I was with you! I can't stand to be without you for one second. You have truly turned me into myself. Before you, nobody allowed me to be me. You have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. You have allowed me to smile and be happy again. And for that I love you. I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.

Love always,

Melissa.

Notes for you Derek.

2010-10-14T01:31:00.002+08:00

I am completely devoted to you. I love your tender and loving touch. I long to hold you close and never let you go. I cherish you. You make me feel loved and appreciated. In you ii have found the greatest joy in my life. I love to snuggle and cuddle with you. You inspire me. I love to gaze into your charming eyes. I adore you. Dream of a girl, that loves you, cherishes you and adores you. I long to be hold by your arms.

I Love You.

2010-10-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

My Beloved Derek,

I love you, just writing that puts a smile on my face, you put a smile on my face. I love you, because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness and your thoughtfulness. I love you, because you are my only one and loving companion. I smile at your silly jokes and enjoy your youthful spirits. I love you because ii have a longing to be close to you and long to be close to me. I love to be near you. I love holding your hand on a walk whenever we go out. I love you because you listen to me as ii share the small triumphs or struggles of the day. I love you because because in moments of friction between us, your hear me out. Even when you don't agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me. I love you because you respect me, well apparently ii don't know if you're really respecting me. You honor the girl I am, rather than try to make me into someone I am not. You suffer my imperfections and the shortcomings largely without complaint. I love you because you appreciate me. You enjoy my attentiveness and appreciate your efforts to romance me. You appreciate my generosity to yourself and my generosity toward others.

I love you,

Derek.

You are...

2010-10-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

You are~

loved
honored
respected
treasured
adored
cherished
longed for and ~
missed.

I Love You,

Derek.

ii have missed much in life.

2010-10-08T23:21:00.004+08:00

Good morning sweetheart !

Derek, ii adore you ! You are the most wonderful man. You make feel loved and worthy of love, ii have missed much in life because ii did not have a companion, you are the companion that ii have wanted for so long, you are the man that ii long to share life's adventures with, you are the man that ii can share my innermost secrets with, you are a loving and supportive man to me, ii strive to be a loving and supportive woman to you. ii long to help you carry life's burdens and lovingly encourage you as you stretch out to be all that you can be. ii love to sit across the coach from you. ii long to share the intimacy of talking from the heart. ii feel that ii have had so much love to give and that is has been bottled up inside me for so very long. no one has been interested in opening the bottle and seeing what was inside, you have not only been willing and interested in opening the bottle, but you have joyfully been surrounded and enveloped in the love that flows from my heart, you inspire and fully embrace the romantic man inside me. you are the man that welcomes me with a big, warm smile with your arms outstretched. you are the man that ii love and longs for your warm hugs. you look at me with eyes full of love when you touch my face and look into your charming eyes. ii warmly welcome your loving kiss. you are the man that ii long to love until the end of my days.

I Love you,

Melissa.

my heart.

2010-10-08T23:02:00.004+08:00

My dear beloved Derek,

ii thought ii would let you know that my love for you is burning very brightly this afternoon. my heart longs for you. my heart longs to leap at the sound of your voice. my heart longs to be filled with joy by your smile. my heart longs for my love, respect, adoration to flow to you. my heart longs to be warmed when you hold me in your arms. my heart longs for you as you caress your face, stared at your charming eyes and tenderly kiss me. my heart longs to see our love for one another grow as we sit on the coach and we share from the heart. my heart longs to be calmed and comforted as you lovingly kiss and caress your bare arms. my heart longs for me to cup your face in my hands and draw you in for a tender, loving and passionate kiss. my heart longs to express its desire as you tenderly and lovingly touch my lower back. my heart longs for me to feel the love and desire of your gentle touch. my heart longs to feel the love and joy of us cuddling and snuggling close. ii adore you my love.

with all the love of my tender heart.

Melissa.

ii long for you.

2010-10-08T01:49:00.003+08:00

My beloved Derek,

Derek, ii care for you with all my heart. ii adore you with all my heart. ii have cherished and adored all that you have shared with me, a gentle touch of your hand, your warm hugs, your loving and sensual kisses, the feel of your soft and smooth skin, the thrill of holding your hand. imma amazed with what you do to my heart.
Derek, ii long for you. ii long to see your love and adoration in your eyes. ii long to feel the comfort and peace of your loving arms. ii long to feel the sensual passion of your kisses. ii long to feel the love and desire of your tender touch. ii long to swim in the warm, gentle sea of your love, to be surrounded by it, to be enveloped in it, to draw strength from it. ii long to hold you close and never let you go.

with all the love and a longing heart,

Melissa.

ii miss you.

2010-10-08T01:40:00.003+08:00

My sweet Derek,

ii miss you. ii want to be with you and hold you. ii want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hand as ii look your charming eyes. ii want to snuggle and cuddle with you, to just be close to you. ii want to rub your leg and stare across the coach as we talk of our feelings for one another. ii want to hold your hand across the table at a restaurant. ii want others jealous of our intimacy and our tender affection for one another. ii want to lie next to you in front of a fire and gaze into your eyes while ii rub you back. ii want to romance you. ii want you to know how charming you are in my eyes. ii want you to know how much ii cherish and adores you. ii want to give my heart to you. ii want your heart, ii want it all.

with fond affection and longing thoughts,

Melissa.

Everything.

2010-09-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

You are everything i'll ever need, to make my life complete. Since you came into my life, my every dream has come true. I'll never love anyone, as much as ii love you. You are light when there is darkness, shining brightly through your eyes. Yours the arms ii want to hold, through all of my nights. My heart belongs to you only, the one true love in my life. Our souls are intertwined, to always be like one. May your every need be fulfilled. Without ever a question. May every sadness you have ever felt, turns into a smile. Unselfishly ii give myself to you, never with hesitation. Because you and only you, for always will be. My partner, my lover, my friend. My everything. Feel the love without any doubts. It is yours for a lifetime.

do you believe ?

2010-09-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am ii still on your mind; are you thinking of me ? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh ? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there for you tonight ? With you in your arms, holding me tight ? Do you believe in miracle of love. Do you believe in you. Do you believe in love. Do you believe it could happen to you. Take me in your arms, don't ever leave. With you in your arms, i'll make you believe ! I believe in love, always and forever. I believe in us, you and ii together. I can't believe love is PAIN ! You have everything to lose but nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes. Do you believe~i'm not like the other girls ? Hold on tight, for i've given you my heart. Heart and soul from the very start. For your love, i'll wait forever. With all my heart, ii believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe love is bliss. Answer me one question, now, before ii leave.

Tell me do you believe ?

But.. Tell me.

2010-09-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I don't know how many sweet words ii have conjured into your mind. But, tell me, do you remember them all ? Relentless of what you do everyday. Do all the words remain intact within your mind ? Does it pleased you when you are unpleased ? And does it intrigue you when you are unreleaved ? I don't know how many words ii have conspired within a given line. But, tell me, have you learned them all ? Regardless of what it written, Do all the words rhyme within the given line ? Does it inform you when you are uninformed ? And does it excite you when you are forloned ? I don't know how many words, ii have said that ii can say is mine. But, tell me, have you heard them all ? Needless of all that have been said, do all the words ii bestow upon you signal some sort of sign ? Does it merry you when you are sad ? And does it lecture you when you are bad ? I don't know about others but ii think we are just fine. But, tell me, have you told them all ? Heedless of what we do, do you know I'am happy just because you are my honey ? Does it delight you that ii belong to only you ? And does it move you that my love for you is forever true ?

All ii have to give.

2010-09-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

You're the first thing ii think of, each morning when ii rise. You're the last thing ii think of, each night when ii close my eyes. You're in each thought ii have and every breathe ii take. My feelings growing stronger with every move ii take. I want to prove ii love you. But that's the hardest part. So, i'm giving all ii have to give. To you~ ii give my heart.

Love always,

From me to you.

A tear on my pillow

2010-09-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

When ii lay and think in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive seems now where in sight. I toss and ii turn, dreaming of you. Opening my eye's, checking if my dream came true. It din't, again and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly, my pillow ii hold. Many sleepless nights i've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above. He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question ii ask each and every night. He must think you're special, Derek. And ii know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete. My whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you~instead.

Sincerely for you.

Loving you.

ii love you, miss you, needs you.

2010-09-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

ii love you more than all the stars in the sky, ii love you more as each moment passes us by, ii love you more with every breathe ii take, ii love you more with each promises we make. ii need you like a flower needs the rain, ii need you for you can wash away my pain, ii need you more than each day, ii need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. ii miss you more than ever now, ii miss you because ii really need you somehow, ii miss you and your touch, ii miss you for to me, you mean so much. ii want you to caress my lips the way you always do, ii want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you, ii want you to hold me close to your heart, ii want you to know that ii love you, need you, miss you and want you, and ii have every single moment, right from the start.

Sincerely from,

Melissa.

My love.

2010-09-17T23:05:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Your love is what keeps me going, my heart beating, my blood flowing. The precious words ii yearn to hear. Losing you is the only thing ii fear. I have faith in God will do us right. We will not give up without a fight. Together we can conquer it all. Just keep your head up and stand tall. So many others care so deeply for you. Don't get discouraged, you know what to do. Pray to God and keep love inside. You can't lose your almighty pride. Because ii love you with all of me. Without you ii just can't be. You're in my heart forever, we'll never be apart. Our souls were latched from the start.

Sincerely from me to you (:

Forever.

2010-09-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I love you today and ii will love you tomorrow. Just some words to clear the sorrow. That will never leave my heart or yours. From this day forward, you are so special to me. I love you with all my heart. Always have and always will. From family and friends that never end. You will always be with me and i'll always be with you. Until we cross the gate of heaven. There we will always be. Together until the end.

Love,

From me to you.

Until ii met you.

2010-09-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Before ii met you, ii thought ii was happy, and ii was. But ii never known the rich contentment, deep satisfication, and total fulfillment you brought to me when you came into my life. Before ii met you, ii felt a lot of things, good things, but ii had never experienced the indescribably intense the feelings ii have for you. Before ii met you, ii thought ii knew myself and ii did, but you looked deep inside me and found fresh thing for us to share. Before ii met you, ii thought ii knew about love, but ii din't. Until ii met you.

From,

Melissa.

I love you.

2010-09-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

I never really knew you, you were just another friend, but when ii got to know you, ii let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, ii had to forget first, second, third and fourth love and give love another try. So i've fallen in love with you, and i'll never let you go, ii love you more than anyone, ii just had to let you know. And if you wonder why, ii don't know what ii will say, but i'll never stop loving you each and everyday. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing.

I Love You.

Derek.

ii want to be where you are.

2010-09-08T23:25:00.006+08:00

Dear Derek,

I want to write a letter and wanted to tell you. That ii want to be where you are. My life won't be happy without being close to you, my tears roll down my cheek and wets my heart. My loneliness makes my life lifeless. My five walls room makes me crazy without you. My bed is left empty and hurts me without your love. My deep nights are nothing but tears of love. There is only one happiness in life, to loved and be loved. With you my love ii will live in bliss and no more tears will shed. I miss you everyday and longing for your lips and touch. I would love to be yours forever without being apart. Because you are so special to me and want to be where you are.

Love from me to you.
Loving you.

My choice of love.

2010-09-08T23:01:00.004+08:00

Honey, if love comes in colour, ii choose blue. if love comes in flowers, ii choose Mountain Laurel, if love comes in songs, i'll choose orchestra. But if love should come in human beings, i'll definitely not think twice before, i'll choose YOU ! Because~ You are my choice.

I love you more than anything, derek.

When ii tell you ii love you.

2010-09-08T22:52:00.005+08:00

Dear Derek,

When ii tell you ii love you, it comes right from the heart. When ii tell you ii love you, ii hope we never apart. When ii tell you ii love you, there are no boundaries. When ii tell you ii love you, it is a bond deeper than words. When ii tell you ii love you, it's a gift from my soul. When ii tell you ii love you, ii hope you do too. When ii tell you ii love you, ii get a chill. When ii tell you ii love you, it means that ii do. When ii tell you ii love you, ii hold you tightly. When ii tell you ii love you, it is forever more. When ii tell you ii love you, it is for eternity. When ii tell you ii love you, i'am not obsessive. There are thousand reasons why ii tell you ii love you. Cause honey its true.

I love you so much, honey.

Your love.

2010-09-08T12:20:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Your love. I think about you all day and everyday. I can't let you go for in my mind you will always stay. I love you so much, for than you could ever think. I love the way you say you love me. I also love your tender touch. I dream of you when ii sleep. I send my love to you, and you send yours to me. All the love you send me ii will forever keep. I would break down and cry if ii ever lost you, your my everything, my soul, my heart, my body and strength. I would die without you and that's not all ii would do. I can never let you go, and honey you know its true. Together forever and ever, and ii love you so much and that's all ii know.

Sincerely from,

your love.

you know that.

Loving you.

2010-09-05T13:39:00.003+08:00

Dear D,

Loving you it's like feeling soft soft rain. Fall on my face. Loving you it's the comfort of my heart. Loving you makes me laugh and smile at the same time. It makes my heart warm, it gives me life. Loving you it's all very new to me. It's very good. Loving you to feel your hand in mine. To feel your breath slide along the side of my cheek. To feel your heart pounding beneath my ear. As ii rest my head upon your chest. Loving you so many words describe it. Yet so few. Loving you, ii want to take care of you as you take care of me. I want to hear your troubles and joys. I want to encourage you. As you choose to follow life. Loving you it is an honor to be trusted so. With your deepest, darkest worries. Secrets, with your most heart felt. Dreams~ Loving you, sharing little moments with you, looking into one another's hearts. Reading each other's souls. Loving me. Loving you, there is nothing else ii want. But to be held by you. Loving you, it is such a rarity to find. It is such a blessings to do. It is such an inspiration. It is such a dream come true. Loving you, it is not sheer perfection. Despite what you may want to hear. It is love. It is right. No matter what you may do or how upset we may get. Our love will win. It will brings us back.

Loving you, needing you, wanting you, you, YOU !!!!!!!!

LOVING YOU !!!!!!!!!! DEREK !!!!!!!

I miss you my love.

2010-09-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

Dear love (D.C.S.T),

Silent night, walking all alone on the streets while bright moon. Light falls on me and thinking of my beloved hunnie. We may be miles apart from each other but our love and affection. Brings us close to each other. I know it is not easy to love someone from a distance. But my thoughts brings us together. His love blended with sincerity and ii find it hard to define. Dreaming my love is wonderful and it makes me so happy. I feel he is close to me always and walks besides me. I can hear that she calls me and doesn't give up on me. Forgive my mistake and always invite me in to his hearts. Loves me for who ii am. She quits my fears and raises my spirits. Always say nice things about me, understand me, values me. His soul with love strengthen me and my heart reminds me how much ii love him and how much ii miss him.

Sincerely from,

Melissa.

Waiting for you.

This loving you from a distance.

2010-09-05T11:12:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

How can ii stop the crying when i'm awake. How many more tears will it take. When ii sleep, ii dream of you. Imma happy there just me and you. But while ii try to reach some inner peace. The sobbing in my heart does not cease. Someday we will be together my love with divine intervention from above. As ii wait that day to be here. ii reach in my heart and know you are there. A picture a dream that is what you are. My one true shining star. We are so close to each other. A friend, a soulmate, or a lover. Soon this day will come to us. The misery will end so it must.

Love always.

You and Me.

2010-09-05T00:11:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

When we are apart my heart aches, your love is all it takes. When you are near, my heart will race. Forever, you. I will chase. When I close my eyes, I can feel you near. It is only for you, that I would shed a tear. I open my heart for you, forever it is to be. One day it will be, just you and me.

Love always.

Melissa.

Far away.

2010-09-02T00:48:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

You are far away, but you own my soul. You have stolen my heart. Another love I could never know. A part of me, you will always be. Only your love can set me free. Free from the loneliness and the pain. Will we meet ? Or is it all in vain ? I pray to my God above, Please baby I need your love :)

Long Distance Love.

2010-09-02T00:42:00.003+08:00

Dear love,

my days and especially my nights are so empty without you. Waking up to the softness of your skin againts mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as if you were a part of my own body. Looking at you as you dream. Gently "waking" you to the soft careness of my hands. Your body yielding to me. I hope you come and see me soon. I can't stand another minute without you. I miss you so much !

The love I long for.

2010-09-02T00:37:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

So far away and yet so very close. I yearn for your love with the greatest of hope.

To meet you, my sweet lover, I'm trying to cope.

The touch of your hand, the look in your eyes.

The feel of your soft lips will soon arise.

Together we will be, one day soon. Patience is a virtue you have crooned.

So until then my love, I will wait. Dreaming of you and our first date.

Love always of you.

Only you.

2010-09-02T00:27:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Your smile is like the sunshine warming my day, your the first and last thing that makes me feel this way.

Your hugs started as a pat on my back, but now I can feel that they're more than that.

Time will keep ticking, and we will grow old. But your hand in mine will never get cold.

Our love is more than affection.

Our love has the Lords protection.

I love you, Derek.

Now, and always :)

Your love is so strong and bright.

2010-09-02T00:17:00.004+08:00

Dear Derek,

Your love is so strong and bright it leaves me with a smile when I fall asleep at night.

When I'm dreaming hours seems as minutes because I cherish every moment with you in it.

Waking up to your voice "good morning".

Sends my heart and soul high a soaring.

Love is said to last only till death.

But our love will prove stronger than our final breath. What I'am saying is I love you for heaven sake and when we die our love begins again at heavens gate.

Sincerely from your love,

Melissa.

I love you eternally.

Never dying love.

2010-09-02T00:11:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Patiently I hereby wait. For time to pass and fly. However far away is the date. Before I have you nearby. It doesn't matter at any rate. Because I'll never say goodbye. Though the longing is great. Memories of you I can rely. Being far apart may be our fate. But my love will never die.

Love always,

Melissa :)

A love that never dips.

2010-09-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

If only I could plant a kiss on your face and then your lips. So many things about you I miss. Without you, loneliness grips. As the distance between us persists. The yearning steadily drips, though the miles I can't dismiss. My love for you never dips.

If only time flies.

2010-09-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Staring up high up at the blue skies, a picture of you comes to min. Far away the distance lies, with you being left behind. If only you can hear all my sighs, for without you life is a grind. How I wish time just flies, so that you're in my arms again I'll find. Wish you are here, I thought I won't feel so blue. When to another place you flew, but before the week is through. I'm already at a loss of what to do. The longing, I just never knew. Can be so overwhelming, it's true. Guess I'am really missing you, and wishing you are here too.

Love always,

Melissa.

Thinking of you Everyday, Derek

2010-09-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

People always have this to say, that distance will make love drifts away. If out of sight you have to stay, out of mind it will be one fine day. For me I know my love will never sway, no matter how many miles between us lay. Without you near the days are grey. But this love inside me makes everything ok. Love is not always as filmsy as they portray. Because when absence comes into play, the heart simply grows fonder without delay, I know mine does as I think of you everyday. Far away you can be if you must, for this love can never rust. If we make it a point to talk and adjust. We will still have the same yearning and lust, all it boils down to is a little trust. and this love won't simple turn to dust.

Remember You.

2010-07-20T01:23:00.002+08:00

Remember you, when you're gone away. Gone far away into a silent land. When you can no more hold me by the hand. Nor you half turn to go yet turning stay. Remember you when no more day by day. I tell you of our future that I planned. Only remember you; you understand ? It will be late to counsel then or pray. Yet if I should forget you for a while. And afterwards remember, do not grieve. For if the darkness and corruption leave. A vestige of the thoughts that once I had. Better by far I should forget and smile. Than that I should forget and smile.

I need You, Derek.

2010-07-20T01:15:00.003+08:00

When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good ? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside. But I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you. But its so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it be so complicated ? Loving you feel so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes. Be held in your arms, then I'd be truly happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control. But I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Long distance letter for you, hunny

2010-07-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Since you came into my life, I've been so happy, so grateful, so lucky. The fact that we're thousands miles apart is not a matter at all because you are always in my heart. You told me I am the right one. I cannot tell you how good that made me feel. I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. I'll wait for you for a lifetime if you want me to. Do you know why ? Because you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true.

Love always,
Melissa.
I love you, Derek :)

Long distance Love of Ours.

2010-07-18T21:32:00.004+08:00

Dear Derek,

Dreaming of the days when my lover lay besides me, my mind is in heaven, just imagining his touch. Every single part of him I have fallen in love with. His charming dark brown glow; I can see my future in him. This gorgeous dark brown I will never forget.
His lips, so smooth just begging for a kiss. The perfect colour, the perfect shape, and oh how I love to kiss those sweet lips. The same lips that whisper "I love you"embrace mine and I am reminded of the passion.
The stunning curve of his spine makes my hand loose control, I remember massaging his back, his shoulders. Hearing my love moan with every motion, every touch, every scratch, lets me know that he is in a land of bliss, which I provided day in, day out. Kissing him and he shivered and shook with pleasure, I love to make him loose control.
Remembering when I lay next to him, admiring the sun on his skin. He reminded me of a statue sometimes. So handsome, so perfect. Pure charming. Remembering his fingers, twirling through my soft dark brown hair, he's staring into my eyes as we had a speechless conversation.
Reminiscing of the mornings I would wake up next to him, his arm around me keeping me warm. Waking up being able to see him and kiss him good morning, with a soft "I love you" being the first thing said. I imagine being able to sleep next to him, being wrapped up warm in his arms.
But this dreamland no longer exists; I feel nothing. All I feel is the pain from his absence. And a constant longing for my love that drives me insane. A constant loneliness that never subsides.
The next time he will return to my arms seems like an eternity away.
Nowadays when I roll over, there is merely a pillow. When I look over to awe at my love, all that remains is the wall. I remember it was him who warmed him, now there is merely a blanket. My bed has suddenly become huge without him next to me, my palm is empty without him to here hold it, and my heart is empty without him here to love me.
My mind is fried, all I think about is the next time I will see my love. I'm trying to stay strong, knowing that someday my love will return. Memories and the sounds of his voice are the only things that keep me going, that keep me desperate of his return. Oh how I've hungered of his touch, for even a simple glance from those gorgeous eyes. Thinking of next time, I will wrap my arms around him and inhale the scent of his neck. When I feel his stubble scratch my cheek, when I will be able to run my fingers over his shoulder and whisper "Welcome home, honey, I love you into his ears. When I will be able to gaze into his eyes and kiss him, with the kiss expressing how much I've missed him, how much I've yearned for him. Every part of my body, longs for his touch.
A simple graze of his fingertips would be enough to make me fall to my knees.

I love you, Derek.

Though we're apart

2010-07-11T18:18:00.004+08:00

Dear Derek,

I love you from now until death do us part. Right now, you're studying so far away from me that is killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, you are trying to get things straight so I can wait you and spend a lifetime together for the next time. I don't want to lose you for anyone else or anything that anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart. My love for you unconditional. The love for you is so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had in a long time, and I'am just at a lost for words when it comes to you. I just wish that their was another way that we could be together without you studying so far apart right at the time being. I want you to know that I love you and always will, and there is nothing that will ever change how I feel about you. I love you.

Love always,

Melissa.

I will wait for you

2010-07-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I know we can't be together right now, we're just too far apart and I understand that.
I also know that logically you will probably never see this letter either.
But the same part of me that knows we will be together always.
Regardless of the way things are right now believes that you will somehow find this letter.
I love you with every part of myself. I love you wholly and and selflessly.
And I know I'm nothing without loving you. I will wait for you always.
And I have loved you since the day I met you.
Eventhough I have been hurt so much I din't think I even believed in that"facade of love" anymore.
But you made me believe, without even knowing it.
I know somehow we will be together always and I will one day be with you again.
I look forward to nothing more than spending the rest of my life trying to make you as happy as you make me, simply by being.
I love you more than all words could ever try to say and with this I end my love letter to you.

Yours always,

Melissa

爱你

2010-07-01T00:34:00.001+08:00

给了我一个温柔，

多了一份守候，
你牵着我的手，
我跟在你的身后，
只有无尽的快乐，
忘记了忧愁！
一个轻轻的问候，
感动的让我泪流，
看着你的眼睛，
摸着你的头，
那份幸福，
我无法用语言说出口！
你知道吗？
我好贪心，
真的不想让你走，
爱上你，
就想和你风雨同舟，

Just Thinking about you.

2010-06-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

Dear Derek,

Hey, Hunny. I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; Sunday is almost here again. The thought of you in my arms right now sounds so good to me. I just want you to know how much I love you.
Ever since the first time I heard you on the phone and heard your cute voice, I miss you every second of my life. I knew I found someone special. I will always remember how sweet you are and how every time my phone rang and I heard your sweet voice I would smile and I was happy from that point on.

Thinking of you always,

Melissa.

For You, My Love

2010-06-24T01:36:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

It's the day and I was thinking about you, as usual.
I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking.
It means so much to me.
It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now.
There will be no looking back, no second thoughts, no regrets.
I want you and need only you and that love will only grow stronger.
Do not scared my love.
Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise.
All I can is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love.
Caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me.
I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go.

Your Love,

Melissa.

Become More Patient

2010-06-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

The quality of patience goes a long way toward your goal of creating a more peaceful and loving self. The more patient you are, the more accepting you will be of what is, rather than insisting that life be exactly as you would like it to be. Without patience, life is extremely frustating. You are easily annoyed, bothered, and irritated. Patience adds a dimension of ease and acceptance to your life. It's essential for inner place.
Becoming more patient involves opening your heart to the present moment, even if you don't like it. If you are stuck in a traffic jam, late for an appointment, opening to the moment would mean catching yourself building a mental snowball before your thinking got out of hand and gently reminding yourself to relax. It might also be a good time to breathe as well as an opportunity to remind yourself that, in the bigger scheme of things, being later is "small stuff."
Patience also involves seeing the innocence in others. My wife, Kris, and I have two young children aged four and seven. On many occasions while writing this book, our four year-old daughter has walked into my office and interrupted my work, which can be discruptive to a writer. What I have learned to do (most of the time) is to see the innocence in her behavior rather than to focus on the potential implications of her interruption ("I won't get my work done, I'll lose my train of thought, this was my only opportunity to write today," and so forth). I remind myself why is she coming to see me- because she loves me, not because she is conspiring to ruin my work. When I remember to see the innocence, I immediately bring forth a feeling of patience, and my attention is brought back to the moment. Any irritation that may have been building is eliminated and I'm reminded, once again, of how fortunate I am to have such beautiful children. I have found that, if you look deeply enough, you can almost always see the innocence in other people as well as in potentially frustating situations. When you do, you will become a more patient and peaceful person and, in some strange way, you begin to enjoy many of the moments that used to frustate you.

Hope you enjoy reading this =]
You copied this from my book.
A book that name "Don't sweat the small stuff, and it's all small stuff"
Simple ways to keep the little things from taking over your life =]

Because Of You.

2010-06-21T02:12:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

My life was totally wreck before. I thought that it would stay that forever.
But when you came into my life, everything took a turn for better.
I became a responsible and trustworthy individual.
You taught me how to be strong.
You've shown me the value of life and most of all you taught the real meaning of Love.
You were always there beside me giving me a nudge and a shoulder to cry on.
Thank you so much, hunny.
I'am truly what I'am now because of you.
I love you so much and look forward to growing old with you.

Loving you forever,

Melissa.

You Are The One Of My Life.

2010-06-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

First of all I just want to thank you for coming into my life.
You took me by surprise, I wouldn't ever think that I would be as lucky to have you.
But now that I have you I don't ever want to let go.
You have brought me so much love, joy, and happiness that no other guy has ever shown me.
I love you so much.

You mean the world to me, and I know that we have problems but I know we can get through it.
Hatred stirs dissensions but love can cover all wrongs !
Thanks for sticking by me through thin and thick.
I will always be here for you.
You and I have shared so much together, and I have been through everything.
We have just taken over a special part in eachother's lives and can't let go.
Happy 11 months and 9 days !

Forever love,

Melissa

You are So Special

2010-06-20T17:23:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

My reason for writing to you was just to let the feelings flow.
This is the one I love. Everyday, I fall over and over in love with you again.
As the time goes on, and a new day shows.
Your presence enlarges and my love grows.
I just wanted to thank you for sharing and making me laugh.
Thanks for being the most awesome guy a girl would ask for.
Thanks for the warm moments, caring times and loving experiences.
Thanks for understanding me and most importantly.
Thanks for being there for once I have found someone who stands besides me.
And not over me and I'm so lucky to have you.

There are so many reasons; so many causes that make me love you.
Thanks for all the happiness you bestow upon me.
Thanks for making me see what I don't see.
Thanks for camouflaging my faults.
Thanks for tolerating my idiosyncrasies and playing along with them.
Thanks for making me overexcited.

Thanks for holding my hand when I need your touch.
Thanks for hugging me hard when I need your warmth.
Thanks for wiping my tears when I cry so foolishly and last but not the least.
Thanks for loving me the way you do.
I love you all the way down to my toes and up to my brains and alot more in the middle.

Call me, you know the number.

With the warmest of hugs and wettest of kisses,

Melissa.

Having Your Love.

2010-06-20T17:12:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Having your love has been the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I have never felt so much love from one man.
Everyday, when I awake from a dream of us together.
I thank God I found you.
I just wish I had more time with you to show you how much I love you.
The way you show your love for me is so unreal ; I feel so loved !
I need only to think of you, of us, our love, hopes and dreams.
I want to spend my life with you, loving you and receiving your love in return.
I long to be in your arms and feeling your touch.
Everything that keeps us apart will soon be gone and we will have eachother always.
Derek, thank you for loving me the way you do.

Always & forever yours

Melissa.

A truly Wonderful Gift.

2010-06-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I'am so completely in love with you.
I wake to think of you and I sleep to see you in my dreams.
Your love has made me love my life.
Everyday seems like a blessing since I've met you.
I feel so lucky and honored to be in love with such a crazy, handsome and sweet guy :)
I love you with all my heart.
Thank you for sharing your love with me.
It is truly a wonderful gift.

I'll love you always,

Melissa.

True love of my life.

2010-06-20T15:54:00.003+08:00

Dear Derek,

Ever since you walked into my life.
I've been smiling, angry, sad.
There has been a day when I gone to sleep with a frown on my face.
And its all because of you, hunny.
But its never mind, its a common thing isn't it ? :)
I'am glad you came to my life.
I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful.
And most of all someone who would accept me for who I am.
Now I have found the person I was looking for.
My heart told me that my Prince Charming was there when you first time said hello to me over the phone.
I don't think that there is, or they could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

I love you with my whole heart, I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you.
Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love.
I know deep down inside that you'll never break my heart or never let me down anyway.

Always & forever yours

Melissa.

Will you be mine, now and forever ?

2010-06-20T02:31:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

My dearest Derek, I met you last year on the internet friendster for sure.
And since that time, I have grown to love you so deeply.
I have heard that it said that online romances don't last.
But I dissagree.
I know that what we are doing may be considered wrong by some.
But I also know what I feel in my heart, and I know it's real.

I lay awake at night, sometimes.
And I cry b'cause I miss you so much.
I know that we can't change the past, and I know we can't predict the future.
But my heart does not lie, I'am so in love with you.
When you kiss me so tenderly, my heart skips a beat.
When I look into beautiful black eyes, I can see how much you love me.
I can imagine when we make love so sweetly and passionately.
I can feel the emotion just by holding you closely.
But our love will still goes on.
And I just want you to know that you are precious to me.
And no matter how this story turns out.
I will always love you, now and forever.
I love you hunny.

Love always,

Melissa

I will Miss You

2010-06-20T02:28:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

Hey, my hunny. I'm just sitting here in class thinking about you and how you are going to go out of state and I won't be able to see you the whole days. I'am really going to miss you alot.

Love always,

Melissa.

My heart, I miss you.

2010-06-20T02:10:00.002+08:00

Dear Derek,

I miss you so much, I can't convince how much ii miss you.
You know that I can't without you for one minute.
I feel I'm going to die without you if you don't come to me one day.
But I'm passing the whole day, whole months without you.
God knows how I'm passing my day.
Where have you been without me ?
Please come back as soon as possible otherwise it feels like I will die.
Just please, i'm just so alone without you.
I just love you so much.
I just love you more and more than my life.

Love always,

Melissa

With all my heart.

2010-06-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

Dear Derek,

I'm sorry I've been so damn moody lately,
I'm sorry I've been so damn bitchy and keep hanging up on you,
I do love you with all my heart,
I'm just afraid I'll lose you.
I'm afraid I'll say something to make you forget the feelings you do have for me.
I know ii mention too much about the things i'm afraid, worried.
And ii know ii bring up stupid things.
But I'm just not sure this is the real deal sometimes.
I think I'm going to wake up one day and you're not going to be there.
I'm worried that you've been a dream for the time we're together.
I love you with all my heart,
Please tell me we'll never grow apart.
Forgive me, please.

Love always,

Melissa

Until the day I die.

2010-06-15T22:27:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

I think about you everyday and night.
When I am with you, you light up my life.
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
And ii wish upon a star that we'll always loving eachother.
No more arguements, no more frustation.
The love that ii hold for you in my soul is greater than an ocean or the sky above.

Please forgive me for all the hurts that i've caused you.
Please, ii beg of you to forgive me and back to the day we use to love eachother.
Like the way it was meant to be.
I love you, and ii always will until the day I die.
Hopefully, when that day comes.
I will still have you by my side and you'll be the last person face that ii see.
I'll be able to hold you in my arms one last time.
And tell you how much ii love you and how much you really mean to me.
I love you.

Love always,

Melissa.

Truly Love You.

2010-06-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

Dear Derek,

I just want to thank you for all the support, love and care.
Though I've been through alot of pain and sacrifices loving you.
It doesn't matter for me ; I love you very much and ii really mean it.
I know its difficult for you to decide.
But whatever the outcome of our relationship is.
I just want you to know that i've never regretted any moment of our relationship.
And ii will cherished the good and bad memories of what we had together.

I just want you to say sorry if ii hurt your feelings.
I just want you to know that i'am thankful that you came into my life.
And i'll love you for the rest of my life.

Thanks for everything and take care always.

Love always,

Melissa

Almost broke up

2010-06-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Derek,

I know that i'm not perfect but ii know that ii don't want to give you up.
I have waited too long to hold you in my arms.
I know that we belong together.
I love you alot and ii know that you know that.
I guess ii just need to vent and let you know how ii feel.
Please don't take my venting the wrong way.
I do love you and ii don't want to break up with you.
That would just makes me even more imperfect than ii already am.

Love always,

Melissa.

To my One and Only Love.

2010-06-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

Dear Derek,

Everyday ii woke up thanking God for you. You have made all my dreams come true.
Especially now with the hunny on the way.
You have given me so much within the last 11 months.
And ii don't know if i'll able to gave back all that you have given me.
You have been guiding light when ii was lost.
You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow.
And you have been my rock.
There has been so many times when ii wanted to give up, and then you gave me hope and faith.

I promise to you i'll always love you and always hold you in my heart.
I'll always be here for you whenever you need me.
And i'll love you no matter what life brings us.
You are my soul mate, Derek.
And ii vow to love you until the day that eternity is gone.
I love you, hunny.

Since I met you.

2010-06-14T21:40:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

Since the day that we started together which was August 4, 2009 we've together for 11 months now.
And they have been the best eleven months of my life. I'am so thankful to have met someone just like you. You do not know what you mean to me. And ii think God for you each and everyday that ii wake up to a new day just to be able to talk with you, eventhough not everyday and ii do not get to see you every second of my life. You'll never know how much you really do mean to me. And ii just want you to know that ii love you so much.

Love always Melissa.

Why did you choose me ?

2010-06-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

I've been wondering ever since we started going together why did you choose me, and why are you with me ?
I wonder why ?
And now that i've been with you for 11 months now ii still have no answer or hints.
I even ask myself why you choose me.
All ii got is your love and you got mine.
When ii look at you ii see how much ii love you.
It took me awhile to say that ii love you. You knew ii did, din't you ?
When ii ask myself do ii trust you ii look and say you haven't gave me any reasons not to.
I was so happy that you say yes.
When ii asked you can we go out again.
I told myself ii made a stupid mistake.
But after all, you'll say yea, see 1st if ii have any transport.
Sometimes, ii think we don't deserve eachother.
But ii say what am ii thinking ? hell yea we do !
Somedays ii might not say ii love you.
But as days and weeks go by, my love grows.
I thank God that you are in my life and you got my back.
I hope you feel the same with me.
Derek, you are my world that's around me I'am happy we are together.
Stay with me and we are going to hit the future.
I can give you what you want and that love.
You already got that from me, what else do we need ?
I love you so much.

Never another for me.

2010-06-14T21:18:00.001+08:00

Dear Derek,

You are my everything. Thank you for loving me the way that no one can. You understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much ii love you, but i'll spend the rest of my days trying to show you. You saved me from the worst, and you are always there for me. Fighting is never an option and making love is always as sweet as the first time. No matter what, there will never be another for me and i'll always completetly love you. Thank you, derek.

Love always.

Speechless again.

2010-06-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

speechless day for me again =(
left 1 weeks holidays again .
days and time really passes so fast .
oh please , ii don't want the time to be forward so fast .
some of my memories are still hidden somewhere .
and it needs to be completes it .
please backward the time =(
well , yesterday .
ii don't know what's on earth with him today .
for me its like he do changes alot .
change into like a unknown person that i'm not really well-known.
the person that ii knew , he wasn't like this .
but until he had miles away apart distance .
he started to change and change .
seems like he doesn't cares about me anymore .
its like i'm lack of caring you know =(
you know what it feels like if the person you love doesn't cares about you .
well , needed for 2 or 3 hours to reply my message .
my goodness me , startin to get impatient .
even if you're busy of something or what .
atleast you can tell me , so that i'll know .
you din't tell me , how will ii know if you're doing something or busy of something .
i'm just like a crazy girl waiting for a person to reply my message whole day night .
you know i'm a person who's not really patient .
i'm a small gas person , indeed i'am . and no wrongs . he was right DUH !
ii started to think much and much . like he's having an affair ? excuse me !
well , he's not beside me . how will ii know ?
uhuh, maybe you're good infront me , but ii don't know what the hell will you do behind me.
ii know nothing at all -.-
and yea , ii think your mind are thinking that "oh that's good, she knows nothing at all"
don't you feel so regret of it ? that you're been force to transfer to such a far place of school .
its all because of your behavior , your attitude ! that's why !
if you doesn't behave like that , maybe you won't be force !
after transfer to that school , your attitude is still the same .
never change ! imma so dissapointed you know .
ii thought that you'll become more nicer than before .
after all -.- its nothing . nothing changes .
you know i've been always worries about you , all day and night .
just for keep praying for you that you'll always be ok .
my goodness me , ii don't know what will i'm gonna write now .
i'm confuse much ! damnit ! =(
ii thought there would be some good friends at there .
after all , its all ii don't know what to say . (gasp)
you've known so much of bad friends . good to you right huh ?
ii really not hope you won't gonna follow those bad friends.
i'm tired and sick of this ! i'm just very hate you .
ii don't know why, theres no reason. the way you treat me ? ehem . maybe ?
the way you treat me sometimes so cool .
ii always act that i'm happy on the phone -.- actually I'M NOT !
i've always be moody moody all the time . unhappy ofcourse !
unhappy of what ? ii don't know . no reason duh .
anyway , till here tonight .
i'm pissed off today !
just wanna get my gases away -.-
goodbyes peeks . have a nice day .

Speechless day for me =(

2010-06-10T03:03:00.000+08:00

well , holidays are damn boring =(
but good can go out yam cha with friends at damai =)
but too bad , no babe dear by my side .
ii can imagine how's the feel if our lover miles away apart distance .
ii feels like i'm alone in this earth .
nobody else could ii see in this earth .
my heart is like broked apart .
it feels so hurts =( what to do , just have to accept it .
just have to be patient and wait .
no matter how long it is , still have to wait .=)
oh wells , together for 11 months .
how long time is that we've been together =)
i've never been loving a person for so much .
but him , changes my life . take me from a darkness to the light .
given me so much of happiness .
whenever i'm sad or angry for some reasons .
he'll try something to make me until ii happy =)
althought sometimes we fight . but that's very thing right .
which couples that never fight before , well . that's very fake . if never fight before -.-
oh wells , what i'm gonna write .
just write till here . speechless for all the days .
haven't been blogged for so long time .
just because busy of my studies !
opps , ii haven't mention the day that ii take report card .
well , its nothing special anyway .
still the same , result shit shit shit . even more worst than before !
what happen to me recently ?! fuck ! just why ?!
why will ii get this worst results .
omgosh , i'm so dissapointed .
neither my mum and dad dissapointed too .
scolded me for a week , oh man =(
how pity is that been scold . you can know the feelings if being scolded by parents =(
i'm so pissed off in that result ! shyt !
ii guess i've to study more hard from now on .
do more revision . that's what my mum told me to DUH !
but you know my attitude . i'm a lazy dummy girl -.-
ii hate exam , better don't waste on those exam paper la .
save trees ba , apa la ini -.-
exam is giving me so much of temptation !
i'mma so tired and TIRED ! =(
even my friends tolds me hang out , ii also lazy -.-
no time ba , you know la kan .
oh wells , till here then . i'm sick of this right now .
ii don't wanna mention about this anymore -.-
goodbyes , peekers =P

Love always , derek =]

Kelvin Birthday :)

2010-05-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

oh wells , its been very very long time ii din't update my bloggie .

you know , recently speechless .

really don't know wanna write what ><

well , yesterday birthday boy kelvin HAHA .

quite fun also , but the worst is only me and janifer others boy .

see ! how pity is that :(

but the most thankful is can let me go go with babe dear .

oh my , i'm so thankful to my mum that she gave us this chance to meet eachother and enjoy together .

those days without him , felt like wanna died :(

till now 好不容易才可以一起出去见面 :(

ii felt so happy and excited . seeing him happily play with friend :)

but really he looks like monkey while he playing the tarzan net xD

keep non stop laughing inside my heart . HAHAHAHA .

wells , many things to play in waterworld .

there have swimming pool like lap pool , children pool and baby pool .

well , baby pool is the best ! ii can relax at there :)

but the worst part , ii hate it so much !

fell down for 2 times . how shame is that !

babe dear saw it , OMGOSH LA ! really have no face want see people .

many slippy floor at there , DAMNIT ! damn that floor ! SHIT !

1st time that has ever happen to me like that . ii can't believe it ! :(

but ii love the water slides much and much ! it is the coolest slides ever ! :(

want know where ii fell down ?

while after ii had slide down . come out and then ii steped something slippy .

then ii fell down , OH FUCK :( really don't wanna said it in here .

ii know you all will laugh at me == but truth is not funny at all . ii hate it ARGH !

waterworld really changes alot . not like last time , ii prefer the old waterworld .

not now ! so damn badluck :(

althought the weather is hot , ii put some sun block to my whole body :)

in order not to get black .

luckily skin not black , if black already . oh gui la . sakit tu ! >_<

oh wells , after play finish . we went out and wait for my mum car .

well , ii get a kiss from my babe dear . holding hands together :)

how sweet is that ii can imagine ! not much pictures i've taken . just 2 photos :( too bad .

the best ever happen is ! janifer is the luckiest one ! :D

congrats to her , finally she've got her loved ones :)

hope their relationship will everlasting forever . no one will replaced them ! :)

really ii don't want this end so fast :( please turn the time back . ii doesn't want the time flies so fast .

ii want to be together with him all the time , if only ii could :(

ii really wish for that . wait until ii had finish my graduation at secondary .

i'll bring him with me to a far places . far from this places !

so that we can be together all the time .

no matter where we go , we'll gonna holding hands never gonna be apart .

ii promise , never gonna let you go .

ii love you , derek =)

thousands of love i'll say to you .

Its a boring day @@

2010-05-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

aww , exam is gettin near baybeh ! :D

oh wells , ii din't even do my revision yet , damnit !

nor din't even prepare for the exam . oh my gosh .

ii think this time , i'll get a worst result ever .

hmm , wells . school is average okay .

not really okay , its sucks !

everytime been bullying by my friends , you know the feelings la kan if keep on kena bully :(

it makes people felt like you're all are so irritating .

don't you all feel boring !

okay , people is busy of something . and some of them come and disturb .

what the fuck la ! :( ish !

can't you all understand ! people din't even touch or say bad things about you all .

then you suddenly hit people , say people . so damn shit !

oh wells , ii guess i've to do my revision and study then !

hit the best results in exam ! :D bless me . hehe ~

missing derek cheah

ii love you babe dear .

Busy busy busy :S

2010-04-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

Din't update my blog for a months DUH !

because i'm kinda busy .

busying with my homeworks & tuition .

head also want botak already . think here think there .

well , exam is getting near : ( argh , hate exam !

1 week exam man , damnit . too much pressure of it ! and i'm sick of it now !

just really hope this time exam , i'll get much more better result than before .

imma really hope that . fucking hope : (

ii doesn't want to make my parents dissapointed on me because of that sucks result .

and this time i'll make them proud of me ! :D

well , babe dear exam is also getting near :)

just good luck for him & all the best !

not just him but everyone who is having examination this months :)

good luck everyone :D GBYA !

just recently missing my babe dear so damn much .

hope fast fast holiday , so ii can meet him :)

but never mind , time will be passes fast :) aww , can't wait for that !

anyway , just write till here .

imma speechless nowadays X)

doesn't even know wanna write what . simple bloggie of mine .

enjoy reading my blog , readers ! :D

the fight between me and fake brother :S

2010-03-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

well , worst thing happen yesterday :(

i've a fight with my fake brother .

you know what , he's pissing me off ! seriously .

worst thing again , ii beat him ! like having a fight or something .

too bad , there have a pengawas at there stoping SHIT !

everytime after recess , i'll bad mood FUCKING BAD MOOD .

my mood start going down when ii saw him .

stop smiling , stop talking . cause ii hate to see him !

he does not deserve to be my fake brother . not at all !

our brother and sister has been over . not even friends !

yea , i'm happy with it ! and yea , i'm lovin this !

and now we're enemy . he face right , ii face left .

that's what ii need to do is get far away from him .

everytime ii saw him , ii felt like ii wanna point middle finger to him ! FUCK YOU !

he's motherfucking betrayer ! and yes , he does ! :P

don't ever talk to me again and more ! i'll slap you , if ii want to !

saying me that " think like very big jiang"

so what la ! ii big so what ! like your bussiness DUH !

its non of your business !

giving me alasan say that you din't say out HOHO ! eat jiao jiao la you !

JUST WANNA SAY I HATE YOU !

I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU !

FUCKING DAMN YOU !

FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKING BETRAYER !

YOU'LL REGRET SOON !

END TILL HERE !

My heart will go on by Celine Dion :)

2010-03-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

This song really reminds me about the day that titanic sank :(

after all , it makes me sad and its never ending story :(

well , titanic is the best movie ever !

never ever i'll forget it .

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Vanilla Twilight by Own City ( Ocean Eyes)

2010-03-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

a song that is given by my babe dear :) derek :)

is a sweetest song i've ever heard in my life :)

i'm lovin it ! :D

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight :)

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

to be with you by david archuleta :)

2010-03-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

well , this song really touches my heart :(

makes my hearts melt . aw :(

let me introduce this song for you all :)

David Archuleta - To be with you

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way

Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you

Just to be with you, yeah

You
Ooooooh